let bygones be bygones

i'm letting everything go. now, to focus on my studies. crap did badly. don't care liao! i going to go back to my original position in the level cohort! aja aja fighting! ganbatte ! jiayou! can do it ! hahaz :).

don't regret

don't ever regret what you told me today. don't!.

you're going to be erase from my mind forever from today onwards

days after days

can i really put down the past and move on? i seriously don't know. probably i might appear to be strong and happy outside. but is this really me? hiazz..

exams over. so many Cs and so many Ds. but i'm not going to give up. shall continue will my subject combination even if i know it's difficult. come on it's 3e we talking about. can squeeze into top 30 can laugh liao. hiazz.

overall it's like this. i know i haven been updating my blog. but it's alive i can say now. as i said. i CPR-ed this blog^^

elephants

what's with people? it's a nice nickname. but over the time don't you guys get bored of it? if you guys are not, i am.for the past how many years? seriously people get a life. if you have so much time, go wash charcoal for it will never be clean wash until you dead also won't but you would be preoccupied with things ^^. seriously get a life.if you think it's funny then i'm sorry to tell it's is not. it's hurting. if people do that to you, you would not like it. so stop it. there's a limit to my toleration and i just blown my top. so if i know who's still doing that, i cannot assure that your day will not be soaked.

bad day

seriously what's wrong with my week? i had enough. pity kok foo. you trip on my line of the week. sorry for what i did. but this week has not been going very well. so peeps learn smart this week don't piss me off.. thank you . plus tomorrow is the last day of the week so just in time. just don't piss me off ^^

i think i said this before

i seriously think people are so werid? if you want to comment on my blog or say hi just write it under your name? serious? what's the problem using your name? your parent gave you this name. you should be proud of it. further more if you're not posting things that you are afraid of people to know then all the more you should use your name. whats wrong seriously what's wrong?

1 day after everything over

1 day has gone.. together with everything.. disappointment..everything gone..totally numb..wih no feelings.. what can i say?the only thing i can say is goodbye..everything will not be the same i guess?things will be more weird..

my friends..sorry that you worried for me over this moment of time:)..i will be alright..really..i hope..this feels so fake even thought..hahaz..

time will heal everything?i guess?to be forgive but nv fogotten.. from FB:Yes, even the parts that hurt, even the ones that are feeling disease right now. It's alright to love what is in pain. More than alright, that's exactly where your love is needed the most. So why not touch that part that hurts and smile at it, at yourself through it, and whisper: ''I love you.''

over

everythings over i guess??hahaz..anyway,开心也是过一天不开心也是过一天。那么我就要开心地过每一天！友谊万岁！officially off-ing my handphone after such a long period..save money..save bill..hahaz...^^.....

Exams over :)

lol..i changed my blogskin already..just CPR-ed my blog..not bad not bad..hor???lol..still trying to type in prefect english..highly impossible..just look at the tweets i tweeted in twitter..haha..so bored at home now..during exam keep on say want exams to end faster so that holiday comes..now holiday..I AM MISSING SCHOOL:(..first time have such feeling..gosh..hahaz..

tries to

i am going to try to type in good english..prefectly impossible i know..but i will try to..hahaz..as for my sms to people, i am going to use lingo cause my phone is prepaid..the sms goes by per words..so must cut short all the words..:)..hopes that i can do it..i shall not procastinate on this issue:).*i hope*..hahaz..

thanks to many people that kept cheering me on when i am down..while currently down too..:)..

i just realised that my HEY! SAY! JUMP & NYC BOYS are losing their power to cheer me up..how???..gosh..i would be very happy to listen to their song..well that was in the past..it's not working any longer..!!!!..gosh..><..*Cries*

wth==

ROS: OHMYGOSH! JUNE IS PRACTICALLY MOLESTING JOREL IN THE LAB! MY PURE EYES!!!

June: I AM NOT!! Jorel's throwing herself at me!!And your pure eyes?PLUH-LEASE. I am a virgin and I'm planning to stay that way. Even if I have to molest someone, itwon't be JOREL. I have taste!

Ros: I bet you wanna lose it to AIBA!

June: WRONG! I WANNA LOSE IT TO JIN <3

JOREL:i feel so pissed now.stop turning my blog into some werid place..gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*everiting here is not real*they dun let me to delete==..wth..

today in lab..with lots of ppl..hhaaz..1d is pissing me off..so noisy..gosh!

i give up

yes..i m officially grounded..with no com no life no outings basically = no life..

whats life for me??so stress..whats rong with getting bad grades??i dun understand its onli a term and u guys are giving me a death sentence..ya wateva..==..i m giving up..life's meaningless for me

sooner or later i seriously gona get a metal illness or sth..><..anyone help me??stress and depressed now..><..

i hate my life..what rong with my life?????god damm it..from one hr of curfew of usuage no none usuage of com..now what??make me have no social circle??

i feel so stress..this is worse den the stress i m suffering from my cca..one day if i realli give up my life..dun blame me..

i losing myself..i no longer smile the usual way..smiling in class make me feel so fake..i m lossing myself..lossing myself totally..

anyone help me?

EMOS

ya first i wanna thz u guys for comforting me la..but basically to speak the true its of no help..hahaz..but its ok..thz aneway..how can i be happi with a alarm clock at home tat starts to nagg when it times to??

its a long time since i update my blog izzit??hahaz..ya this blog so like so deaddddddd..and will be dead further..cz i decided to start afresh!i m gona start preparing for EOY liao..*got a feeling i will procastinate as usual* but its okie.,.hahaz..anething wanna tok to me??msn and twitter lor..haha..

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hahaz..random here i noe..sian..too many things to be emo abt..first result and second cca and third my hse"alarm clock" and lastly my stupidility..

YA!!!!!I DUG MY OWN GRAVE AS USUAL..lol..

Its Teacher's day celebration and i would be cing my seniors (EX WSSS-IAN)

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pissed

I'm damm pissed!;

why cant you keep your mouth shut??i dun wanna argue with you so stop provoking me==,,its getting on my nerves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sux like hell

today sux like seriously sux..i dun understand..is like nobody gives me the respect for who i m..if i m gona do the same thing to u will u like it..if dun den shut up..u nv hear b4 meh??shut up is the best way to keep urself off trouble..i seriously dun wanna use my fist to settle stuff..so u better watch out..!!!..and i meant it@!

bored

now in cca yo..so bored sia..k..today damm joke..i tink for like 4 lesson i was not realli paying attention lor..i was like paying with june like sieow..hahaz..aneway..short post for now ya..^^

sad and disappointed

back to post in this werid werid blogger..not working veri well huh blogger???hahaz

ever since anitha leave many of us change alot huh??haha..the grp of us seems to be seperated alreadi..hiazz..cant we juz stay as we were like 5 months ago??hiazz..ppl do change..ppl do..

very disappointed with _________..seriously i dunno if _____ will c anot but damm i really wanna help you lor..but the way u push our help is like ..what has this 1 year friend-relationship for?for granted??have you ever thought how worried we will get??hiazz...cant u juz open your arms and accept our help??god riddles==..i m worn out by you pushing us away..thanks to you..i cried in chem class today while discussing abt you..dun u get it??how worried we are??cant you feel??

JUNE SEE..you wont understand the feeling when you c ur BFF calling other ppl to link others and not you..worst of all..no access to the blogg at all..

"people do change..it juz the matter of fact when?friends forever??thats just bullshit..[sad and disappointed]"

:(

sad ><..blogger not working veri well..worse still today did not manage to c the eclipse..thus i feeling veri low now..hiazz.is like once in the bluemoon nia..so sad..hiazz..:(..is like the next full one is like 2132 nia..i dun even think i live so long nia..hiazz..weisiang was late today for sch to c eclipse but he say he saw nth..but i go youtube hor..have nia..ppl in singapore take the eclipse..hiazz..

exams are coming omg!!!so fast..hiazz..no more com for me le..i guess i wont update bloggy except days with cca ba?i promise i will do long post if i post after alot of days of absent in internet:)

movie:)..thing went well:)..stay backTT

yesterday went to watch movie with 24 ppl..omg..first time go with such a large grp nia0o..hahaz..it was suppose to be a small outing but somehow more and more ppl are invited..and the movie was..HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE..hahaz..basically i dun realli like this time one..i was expecting much of more adventure stuff..but it okie..since i have been following harry potter since the first movie ma..haha..june and weeliang sat beside me during the show..basically june was like hell noisy making some werid sound effect beside my ears..as for weeliang..i guess he hate me for sitting beside me ..cz i scared the freak out of him..haha..but it was not on purpose..i did not expect the hand to like come out..and i scream..with the whole cinema ppl looking at me:P..haha..but it realli scared me k..cz i cried..haha...den i stop cry liao the professor die..i cried again..damm..hahaz..bibi and moon cried too when he died..hiazz..

today i went to watch TRANSFORMERS:THE REVENGE OF THE FALLEN..and conclusion omg damm nice la..i went with my sis..haha..but i still cannt foget the fact tat megan fox was a guy..so basically when she was like kissing the lead actor i was like 0o..guy kiss guy..omg..but i m quite ashame..a guy so pretty..omg..gals we lose..like serious lost..haha..

conclusion for 2 movies??i am damm broke thus both show not paid by me..haha..HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE is treat by mr kang whereby he treat the whole 24 ppl.which is like $144..omg..damm ex la..thank you mr kang..and sorry i nv once paid attention to ur class><..haha..TRANSFORMERS:THE REVENGE OF THE FALLEN was treated by my sis..thz sis..haha..

as for things tat went well..i patched up with kok foo:)..haha..but i still feel guilty..tot he say let past pass..but is like i nv like insult ppl until liddat b4..but i was angry tat moment..as they say..Anger is one letter away from DANGER..haha..ikt's really true:)

omg..liu lao shi wanna me and daryl to stay back to help her on mon..hiazz..tuesday oso staying back becz i ahmui and miauhui*sorri if i spell rongly* need to stay back for some random chinese compeitition..hahaz..

wopps

SO SORRI KOK FOO,..
omgomg..realli not on purpose one..juz angry angry den my hand go pook..TT..sorri sorri..even if u dun bother but i veri guilty niaTT..TTTTTT..it seems like i been apologising many times this month..TTT..omg..i feel so guilty..

crazy drama king

wth..i seriously think tat the drama king shldd shut up when he realli needs to..yeah...as u can c?he make me bloody pissed off today..i dun wanna blog aabout you one..but i wan to rite it out..i seriously think tat there is sth rong with your big fat ass brain..

today having chinese debate abt the strawberry grp in singapore for the youngsters..so basically i was in the agree grp and the drama king was in the oppos grp..so basically we have to debate it out juz tat it is in chinese..so basically i say out lots of point he say his..and we started to tok abt it..he say his own experience which i seriously think tat it is super dumb say wat becz he veri disappointed on his exams and stuff..wat he onli learn walking at 4 years old..*rolls eyes*..and lots of thing..for some reason he say china ppl can like memo the whole dic so the youngster are not strawberry society..which is like crap..cz we are toking abt ppl in singapore la..is like bullshit==....den for some reason he say abt human being smart so we bring machines to ease the pain..==..crap la..den i was like debating this point..u noe wat he say???tat means you say u not smart la==..

hello boy..if i not smart and u in my class wat does tat means..U R AN IDIOT TOO!!ANS IDOIT TAT POINT PPL AS AN IDOIT WITHOUT RMBING TAT U ARE IN THE SAME CLASS..dumbass==..i hate ppl who say this kind of thing wherether towards me or my frienz..it is so insulting!..and let me reveal who is drama king..MR CLEMENT WOO..==..i tell u ..u say u cried bcz you did not do well in exams..==..say wat singaporean youngster not strawberry grp cz we are independent..den why did you complain to ur dad that nick ACCIDENTIALLY hit the ball and hit you??hello..are you like being so ironic???==..plz la..get a life==..

so piss me off..i seriously have no offence to others:)

so pissed

ok..some ppl juz went over mine line..i dun care if u wanna shoot me or not..but once u shoot things i like..or simply do thing i practically hate to core..there goes it..u have step over my borders and i m seriously pissed..it like i did nothing ok..if u gona suan me like kok foo it ok at least u dun suan until things tat realli pissed me off..once u go over my border insulting wateva i like..it simply not fair y u r given the rights to insult my things whereby i did not do anything to u..i juz simply asked a qn..if you dont like den dun reply me..y mus u reply and hurt my feelings==..even thought u might tink tat it is a joke but u had seriouly hurt me without u noticing..u wanna suan oso have limit one..watch out..i really meant it!

SORRY TTY,

sorri tty..did not meant to say rong your name one><..oops..

jorel

damm..i did something so insane a few days ago..OMG@!

Laos football team pictures (1)

Hi:),

it's time that i post their photos and video:)...but not all videos is with me..some is with kerencia..so i will post at part one first..haha..it been a day since they have left singapore..to say the truth..if i say i dont miss them it would be a lie..hiazz...but anyway,life has to go on:)..photo will be at my facebook as blogger if i upload the photo it would be very slow..hahaz..i think videos i send to alex..hahaz..it depends..:).. you can comment..and if you have messenger feel free to add me..or just drop me a message at my tagboard which is also on this web:)..or you want you can email me:)

Laos football team photos:)..click here!

thats it..:)..i am left with videos:)..is i have time i will upload or sent to alex:)..

jorel:)

Laos football team..

I miss them:(..,

damm..hiazz..I dont know if they will See this post a not..But if you do, you dont understand,find ALEX!I will post the photos soon:)..ALEX if you see this..please do send my regards to them:)..

Jorel:)

tired

today went to sch..the teacher lo suddenly say i no need to go for duty..fine..i went to sch..morning had the Ayg touch relay..hahaz..before tat ms lin ask me if i free during the event..den i tot have duty..in the end dun have..den she saw me..den had to do duty lor><..hahaz..i ran with the touch cz need to take photo..so tire..and my leg have blueblack..i step on ppl suppose the person blueblack..but den i spain abit..so now blueblack-=..damm..hahaz..aneway..i ran with bibi..she was on NAtional Tv nia..haha..i oso..but cut diao my body..the video can onli c my sleeve==..man..hahaz..nvm..

tmr is duty at ayg..so basically i wont go to sch><..and i would be meeting the teacher lo for first time..haha..dunno how he look like one..hahaz..nervous..but excitting..gambette!!!

today i return jw his nihongo book..i paste a post it tat i rote..mix eng mix japp..haha..i first time rite jap on paper nia..so cool..hahaz:)..k gtg..wanna sleep..tmr need to go swissotel..

Hey !Say !BEST

haha..i added a new song again..but be surpised..cz it not sang by Hey !Say !JUMP or 7..haha..it by BEST..first time nia..omg..i tink i starting to like the best guy oso..haha..this song i put at the first..S.W.I.T.C.H..it realli nice..:)style:)..it's one of the song from the Hey !Say !JUMP-in tour 08-09..hahaz..omg..damm nice..:)..

poor teppei

ok..it confirm..anitha juz ditch my papa aka teppei for ahembrianahembrian..man i hate hsi name..so difficult to spell..i always spell as brain..he does have brain rite..haha...kk..it time to change the teppei to ahembrianahem in the family chart..to tink anitha say he was a maid--.oh ya..and guess wat..me all along have his email nia..i check it with facebook..and his big face pop out0o..scary haha..k la..i admit i gong la..hahaz..

"family" tree

The LongKao Family
Teppei Koike--my "father " whose "wife" pick me up from longkao
Anitha--my "mum" who pick me from longkao and cheated on my "ex-father"
Kelvin--my "bro" whose mum pick me from longkao
Juffri--my "bro" whose mom pick me from longkao
Aiba-- family "maid" whose employee pick me up from longkao
Daryl-- my "uncle"
June-- my "auntie"

The "Biological Family"
Saki Aibu (Rikko Izzawa)--my "biological mama"
Mokomichi Hayami (Night Tenjo)--my "biological papa"
Yamada Ryosuke--my "biological brother"

My "Own Family"
Chinen Yuri --my "husband" who look so awesome in scrap teacher
Sakura Yuri-- my kawaii "children" whose photo is below
Yama Yuri -- my kawaii "children" whose photo is below

note:this is all make believed..i dun wan get into copyrights issue..hahahahazz..

aneway..having a robot papa sound werid hor..haha..aneway make believe one ma..hahaz..i juz love the way i do this:)..will add more:)

Tagged by JOAN
1) Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
cheek

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
Fight-to oh!

3) Who was the last person you took with?
wat ting?photo?i dunno?

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled?
no..not at all..

5) Would you donate blood?
no..i veri weeak one

6) Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex?
Of course..like duhh..

.7) Do you want someone dead?
ya..stated in my pw- protected post

8) What does the last message says?
ANITHA HELP ME BUY HEY !SAY ! JUMP -ING TOUR 08-09!

9) What are you thinking right now?
can anitha help me buy?

10) Do you wish someone with you right now?
Ya.my chinen:)

11) What time you went to bed last night?
12am.

12) Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing right now?
idk?

13) Is someone in your mind?
duh..i said liao..my chinen:)..

14) Who was the last person you texted?
ms ng..

7 people tagged to do quiz.
1.Ros
2.Bibiana
3.Anitha
4.June
5.Yanling
6.Weeliang
7.Everlyn

-Who is 2 having relationship with?
idk?but 5 say 6 is cute:)

.- Is 3 male or female?
female

- If 7 & 6 get together, would it be a good thing?
huh?someone gona get jealous?

- What is 1 studying about?
i am not a stalker..how would i noe?

- When was the last time you chat with 5?
idk?in sch or msn?msn always chat..sch ar..1st week of sch holiday

- Say something about 2?
my twinny:)

- What do you think of 3 & 6 being together?
erm..0o..the age gap abit big ar..

- What do you think if 6 & 7 fight?
not my prom..for ever..it normally word fight..i doubt weeliang can win too..

- Do you like 3?
duh..:)..my mama..

muakakaka..smarter..joke

whoots smarter den anitha:)

so angry nia..i toking to my yog frienz:(

if you cannt c juz click on it to c the original verision i tink too blur or sth..to summarise..he insulted my husband..--fyi..this is my dp in msn..

man pissed!

juz wanna tok

hahaha..joke nia..tot i abit blur..but i hope u can c it..hahahaha..juz in case u cannt c, anitha got 87% for the dumb test..which mean she is like ahemdumbahem..haha..with ahembrianahem commenting..hahahaha..

bored

i decide to blogg again..but i dunno wat to blog nia..dunno izzit me or holiday seems to end faster den i expected..with tons of hw left untouched:P..hahazz..aneway..feeling veri emo nowadays..dunno y but emptiness filled me this few day..hiazz..

been watching gokusen..seriously la..if i dun watch i tink daryl will bugg me to watch..ya..i finish first 2 season..currently on the third season..and my comment to tat show..dun they get bored after like reoccuring accident which look totaly da same?haha..it getting bored..maybe the first season is much more interesting..but after tat you get bored cz is like toking abt yankumi saving the student..juz diff student0o..haha..first season i like sawada..second season maybe i watched too fast..so the onli person i take notice is teppei*he's my pa..so ofc..*..pity him like siao..cz he get hit by lots of ppl..haha..third season i would take a look at yuya takaki..like ofc..he from hsj ma...hiazz..if onli gokusen have yamada..i guess it would be nicer..cz like gokusen no shuai ge besides tat few..hahazz..

i wanna tell anitha tat i not gong k--.i juz blur...which is like not realli blur..sometime is..i dunno how to explain la..KHENG!..

aneway..i lastly say tat KHENG is copyrighted mine..so stop using it..b4 i get so KHENG and PISSED up..

man..i realli wish tat hsj will take up new drama to act in..esp chii and yamada..and hopefully all hsj member all 10 of them act together..den liddat nicer..haha..

0o

anitha blog have link..hahazz..i go..ar!!!so cute..but have diff one is combine together one is to chullern..hahah..before tat i do rong nia..hahazz..okie..this are the real one..

PAPA:chinen yuri

so cute:)..juz as i tot..my baby with chinen:)..i prefer this

PAPA:yamada ryosuke

so cute:) abit defaced tot..cz i juz the pic of yamada his head abit side way..hahazz..

suay

i seriously think tat sat was like my damm suey day..hahaz..dun feel like toking abt it..and dun feel like typing now..hahaz..juz wanna say hi..&...bye:)...haahaz..


hsj-orel♥chinen yuri知念君™©
30111993♥11121994
あいしてる知念君
可愛い知念でs

first ting..bloody shit..i woke up at 7 to go for tuition in the morning for the 9 classes..as u noe my tuition at orchard ma..so travel time around 1 and 1/2 hrs ma..hell..i did not realise tat there was oso the 11 class..i tot dun have nia..(i always go for the 11 class)..damm..teacher oso quite shock to c me in the centre in the morning..hahaz..sotong as usual..*i have a feeling anitha they all will say abt this..*hahaz..

second ting..i realise having this blog for like 2 years plus i have so damm less post nia..haha...damm lazz to post ma..haha..

third ting..daryl realise a have a habit of praising chinen and yamada like almost everiday..i nv realise until he told me tat..haha..totally captivated by their charm..haha..aneway i m currently watching school kakumei or school revolution depend on wat type of jap riting u one..haha..chinen is so shuai lol..haha..esp he doing the flips..typical him..but veri scare he will like twist his back or sth..haha..

fourth ting..damm..jap is like so diff to learn..i manage to read rite..but the worse i dun understand even if i could read it ..haha..dumb..den dunno y i learn for..k..i will jiayou one..haha..maybe one day i will also have a jap blog like anitha..haha..and probably with lots of grammar mistakes one...ahaha..

fifth ting..haha..thz to jw for his book..hopefully i will be able to return his book on time so tat he can study after sch holidays..haha..fhi(for his info)..i haven start copying yet..haha..y?..cz i haven buy notebook..haha..waiting for my mum to go to popular cz have 20 % discount for the certificate haha..

sixth ting..i haven done my holiday ws nia..damm..but dunno y nia..this holiday is like passing so fast and den the ws like so damm less..i onli have math ws and ss ws and on9 chem assignment..*i haven check my acc for the assignment yet haha*..ask june if she has done her ws..dun have--...ask yanling..oso another one..dun have..nevertheless to say..i oso one of them lah..like duh..hahaszz..

last ting..i realise i wote so much today..haha..first time nia..and as u c i nv delte my post one..so u can go check..i nv bluff u nia..this is like my longest post nia..and i wanna liek write on nia..hahaz..kk la..spare u from the agony..i shall stop here..:)..


hsj-orel♥chinen yuri知念君™©30111993♥11121994。愛してる知念君。可愛い知念君。*i realise cannt direct copy and paste jap words from my msn nick nia..haha..nvm i type using hiragana..haha..so pro:)*confirm have error one*

happy belated burfdae

i decided to be good and do this for her,
HaPpY bUrFdAe
JuNe SeE!
aKa MoOn
AkA
jUnE
uNiVeRsE
MoOn
PlAnEt
{JUMP}

haha..had fun doing the jump one..haha..aneway..gal older one years old liao..mean nearer to death..cherish wateva u have now,the ppl u loved{esp me la}..stop being childish and stop hitting me..(of course)..and dun keep on be so unloyal la..stop stealing my uncles or even my papa and stick to ur aiba. lastly ,of course , i wish you the veri best in ur endeavours(i cant spell but i hope i'ts correct)..

yours truly,
JOREL TAY:)

kawaii chii and yama chan

hahaha..as always looking chinen and yamada's video..damm joke lor this one..i tink i watched 1 month ago..den now watch again..i juz burst into laughter again..well..they are damm funny..oso i found out スクール革命 school kakumei chinese sub..haha..but sort of diff to read nia..haha..okie..gona embbed the video here..



damm joke la..aneway..chinen dun stray away rom me k..dun anyhow propose..ltr i angry nia..haha..



haha..my chii so smart nia..noe he cannt win one..so go use gymnastic..go chii:)

trip for anitha video..&..the photo i juz brought:)

yup..anitha's burfdae video..we went..june and gang when to sentosa to take video den after tat den they go plaza sing to find me..*v.i.p nia*..haha..jkjk..sad much but the pphoto cannt be uploaded here nia..dunno y..i upload three time liao..well...juz go facebook and check..cz i upload it there..

links: anitha's burfdae video taking session hsj photos

bad mood today..*english ver*

today's mood damm bad.initially wanted to write in my dairy but lazy so i decided to write on the blog.i realli dunno how to describe the current mood tat i am having now.emo!

what does it mean to have a significant life?? Some people said that as long as they are happy it is a significant life,some ppl say tat as long they is shelter food warm clothing it is s meaningful life.But I did not know if i am living my life meaningfully .

MYE results came out, I am supposing to do very well, but due to English being unable to pass .not being praise by my parents it alright yet they nag and nag.

being the middle of the 3 of the children in the family,whenever i quarrel with the younger one,the big one scores.being the middle really is the extreme misfortune.

Today me and younger one quarrelling,i dun even have to tell you the result,the outcome is so obvious.recently i seem to cry very often,ya and i cried today.i dont like to cry for it taste salty.well the usual happy joyful me has my smile taken away from me ...

*translation don by free online translator which oso went tru an edit by me..as i said my english i failed..so dun expect the translation to be done like exact..

bad mood day..

今天心情超不好。原本想写在我的书上但却不想动笔，就决定到我的博客来写。我不懂该如何形容我此刻的心情。郁闷啊！

生活要这么过才算有意义呢？有人说生活要过得快乐那才有意义。也有人说生活只要吃得好睡得好就可以了。但我却不知道我的生活是否有意义。

成绩出来了，我原本是该做得挺好的，却因会英文不及格。就因会这样得不到父母的赞美也就算了，却被唠叨。

身为三个孩子当中的第二，排名在中间。因此，只要我与最小的吵，大的就骂我。做中间的真是超不幸。

今天与小的吵，不用我说结局非常明显。我最近特别爱哭，哭了。

我不喜欢哭因会泪水不是酸的，不是甜的，不是辣的，不是苦的，偏偏是盐的。爱笑的我仿佛被悲伤带走了快乐，笑不起来。

“我不喜欢哭因会泪水不是酸的，不是甜的，不是辣的，不是苦的，偏偏是盐的。”婷儿

*credits:taken from my chinese blog, http://yume-mimashou.blogspot.com/

ayg--...yog--...joke as of today..

wow..my butt hurts from all the walking i did today..from yishun to bishan den jalan besah den swissotel..basically i had my ayg trainig as LOs today..briefing and more briefing..i think i like half dead tru out this thing..is like damm boring la..but the good thing i heard is sch reopen i gona miss two weeks of school..as i will be at the respective venues of the ayg..izzit a good thing or a bad thing?more hw to pile for me nia..wateva..dun care liao as for now..

shit..tmr yog training..how come my training is like stick together one..i so exhausted today nia..aneway i vow tat if tmr is gona be like today i will so bonk!..wonder how the training will be like tmr?haha..

joke of the day..i tink i laugh like for on and off for 10 minutes until my tears came out*those tat noe me well will noe i laugh stop and laugh again typical huh?*..kkk..dun keep u in suspense..shall tell u ..

cz i miss my bus 920 so i took lrt with nadira and one more malay guy*sorri i noe u noe my name la..but i still cant rmb ur name..:P*..den nadira listen to ipod as usual..den she blast ma..so i tell the malay guy say u call nadd she wont reply one cz she cannt hear..juz nice she eating crackers ma..den i tink she cannt hear ma..but in fact she eat the cracker damm loud la..so the malay guy call nadd nadd..but she nv reply so i laugh la..den i stop laughing cz the lrt come..den when we board she seat me and the malay guy stand la..den i tell him nadd seating on priority seat ma*the one for elders or pregnant lady or child* den he say ya lor still eat ..den i tell him the mouth eat open so big..den he say take down photo send to stomp..den i laugh laugh until i alight la..before i alight she sense sth rong with us ma cz we laughing until siao and stare at her ma..den she pluck out ear piece ask us..but i could not stop laughing la so did not tell her..lol..damm joke sia..u mus be there to like c the thing den u will laugh like siao lor..

**NADIRA u wanna noe rite?lol..c ur luck if u have visit my blog anot..
**Shhhhhh..dun tell her ar:)..

IT'S HOLIDAY!

k..i did up the link liao..ppl who c tat their links are wrong tell me k..or ur link not there den oso mus tell me..

it holiday now..but it does not seem like it rite..man..all the classes for 2 whole week..oso buzz with the yog and ayg..

i dont know what to post about nia..like nth to post for..my long post oso did it in the password protected one liao..aneone who wanna like c tat post ask me for pw..and i might consider to give you..it depends la..duhhh..ltr i gossip abt the person u go tell the person i will go siao one nia..

aneway,i have my chinese blog oso done up a link..mus go support k..aneway fyi..it the same blogskin too..*go yamada ryosuke!*...

i might change the bogskin here..cz it da same..dun like la..hope someone will go make new blogskin for chinen and yamada..meanwhile i will go and learn to make blogskin from linda!

pw hint: j-o-r-e-l

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bloody angry

what the hell rong is with her?yes i admit i was noisy in class..den who do u wanna blame?blame me bcz i was smart enough to get into 3E?plz la..get a life..wth..u shld be glad tta they call me not to post so much on u..asshole..spoil my mood nia..wait till i get those codes for password protected from anitha..argh!

lol

due to popular demand i m back to blog again..haha..not say i nv blog but den i have blgo in chinese blog ma..den lazz blog lor..haha..been days since i came to c my blog site aneway tot..but i will continue blog..cz i noe u guys miss me rite*omg0o..so gona puke*...aneway!!!!!!!!!!my husband juz broke his voice*not juz this year start n guess wta i now den noeT.T*lol..aneway it is so damm sexy:)..go chinen yuri:)..aneway he cried during the concert tat was i saw from the forum..been stalking him like maniac tot..u noe the crazy fans in my dunno how pevious post?the person called the signature ball(*) his la..den throw back at him nia..wth..T.T..den he cried..hey dun cry la..u cry i oso heart pain nia..aneway jiayou k..still hv loyal fans like me:)..aneway..i guess tat for all now..btw..i complete all my hey say jump dramas*or to be exact is hey say 7*lol..so now turing to korean drama..wait they go have more dramas i go watch..lol..

(*)signature ball is often thrown by the idol to the fans during concert..it is normally either a coloured ball tat has tehir signature on it or a signature cardboard..often this are being thrown to fans at the end of the concert:)

finally!

exams over:)..well it sth to celebrate right?well i not veri sure myself..aneway,shall be carefree now:)..aneway,mus do chinese blog for teh compeitition..i gona do one on motivational codes tat applies on daily lifes:)

sian

juz ate my dinner..today have cca..but like i have cca and no cca no diff sia..cz i was doing the humanities skit video editing..and i realise tat some parts i took i nv press REC sia..wth..den have parts weird weird one..lol...aneway,wun be online for a long time..mid year coming..argh!!!..

angry

damm angry today!!!!!!!!argh!!!!!!!!!!june and daryl noe wat happen... wait till i have the bloody codes for pw for a particular post from everlyn..the person who offend me i will curse and swear there..argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....pissed off--.
exams coming so i guess i wun post as frequent as usual..
@tags:ppl who wanna be linked,i will link you aft the exam..boi piang mus "ren gong" and "K" my books liao..

HAPPY GAL

happy gal is back:)..damm happy..i got into YOG:)..announcer:)..damm happy:)..qilin got host..nadd i not veri sure cz she haven check..but aneway nature took it course:)..i pray to moon god and wateva god that is there*created by siaokias:)*..but i am veri happy:)hahahahhahahahahahhahahahahaha..aneway..added two new song in the blog..but it is some where in the middle..it the ost from perfect cut 2:)...by guo mei mei..no 8 and 15*xu yuan shu and fang le ai*..lyrics will be uploaded:)..

song-郭美美

许愿树-郭美美

梦破了沉默便不敢哭
伤痛了拥 抱胜过安抚
你最会解读 我内心的日记簿
错一次就像看一本书
而用心的从泪水提炼领悟
找到对的地图

太过倔强虽然有苦说不出
但就是讨厌认输

跑上了山坡尽头断了路
勇敢就是我的许愿树
我用梦想 在天空中飘浮
海边的日出前都会有雾
勇敢就是我的许愿树
用眼光照亮 模了糊

每当我追求完美太顽固
是你化身我的许愿树
你给了我 无限量的呵护
每当你突发奇想要倾诉
让我化身你的许愿树
为你一起哼着幸福

song-郭美美

郭美美 放了爱 (一切完美2主题曲!) (完整版) [With Lyric]

你指向远方 爱情很晴朗笑
问不如今后就我们俩
怕泪会反光 钻进你的胸膛
但那不是感动 是 泪无法储藏

把美梦锁上 以为是天堂
羽翼折起在你身边静静躺
却只能用目光空中翱翔
还得乔装安份 靠在你的肩膀

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱

你说你喜欢 我笑得开朗
你越温柔 我越不想撒谎
我已办不到你想要的那样
客气地配合你 我感觉更勉强

别人的幸福 何必要模仿
心不在何苦 留躯壳在身旁
加满自由 我要无重量飞翔
就算以分离收场

放了爱 为了爱
这不是我 该怎么生活
放了爱 会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手

我的心 为爱流离失所
紧握最后回家的线索
等到寻获真正的我
证明我决定没有错

放了爱 为了我
这不是我 想要的生活
放了爱 你会明白
有种拥有 叫做放手
放了爱

screwed!!!!!!

i screwed my audition todayT.T..wth..i will upload the photo and my script up ltr cz i veri tired now and post v or photo take long time..i damm disappointed with my self..hiazz..argh!!!hate today..

caught!red handed???

haha..weird title huh??..lol..my sis saw me and wkc going home together after senting june juffri and kelvin to plaza..joke sia..i tink my expression tat point of time shld be veri funny la..aneway..short post..cz buzz gal is on the way to eat dinner:)..

Fei LUN HAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha..went to feilunhai autography session..ya lun cry..tink he too stress...he sit down juz den cry liao..damm stunned..0o...haha..love flh to hell..took lots of video..cant be bother to do photography..cz fang wei hv..so i will take from her pic andd i give her the video..haha..aneway i manage to sign until..damm happi..went there like 8 in morning..i cut the queue one..yanling frienz 4 in the morning to queue sia..creepy0o..8 tat time all the way to the taxi stand liao..lucky we cut so like in front..near entrance..the ting start at 3 sia..damm tired now..did my hw there0o..confirm lots of wrong one..haha..tired now..will post photo and vidoe if have time..meanwhile..juz wait ba..tired gal shall sign off now to do hw..*hven complete*..go there where got mood to do-.-..

pissed>bad day

okie..i damm pissed today..dun ask me why..yah i veri pissed..i pissed with ppl and my mum is pissed with me when i go onto com..man..argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wont be on9 sooner or ltr..mus wait for mom to let..probably aft exam:(..

biggest joke of my life

it been a long time doing duty with the senior...have fun with them seems to be far apart..tot irritated by them but still it was an enjoyable time sia..haha..they keep on make fun of me and lian kai..i serious declare tat he onli a very good senior..*one tat is often bullied by me*..haha..i m evil huh..lol..they were playing with the mic..damm funny..i tink i laugh alot today..drop card down from the 5th floor to the 1st to mr mohd by some senior*hey i cant rmb all sia*..my leg swollen liao..cz stand so long juz to take photo..haha..but it worth it isn't it?lol..haha..i hven do ss sia..tmr hv ss..it from the holiday..june like pass me few days ago sia..wth..2 ws with lots of qn..wth..still hv english to doT.T..argh!

pissed today:(

okie..i m damm piss today..ya..i dun wanna rite y..but i am damm pissed..so u guys better dun piss me off further..it a warning!argh..tmr hv duty..i was told last minute as usual..not big a surprise..haha..anyway today do experiment in class..and i pour chemical pour until my hand..it smells of raw egg shell..gross-.-..haha..short post today..lots of hw nv do..:P

chinen?yamada?camp..more drama from drama king

i juz realise sth..i hv an obession with hey say jump tat i go facebook and search their name and if their name apppears i will go and add..but to a shock i got..they tell me they really are they..but one thing tat is supicious..yamada and chinen dun like english..and what i heard from ppl they dun really noe how to type in english..most creepy thing come now...den who is the one replying me tru facebook??seriously speaking if u c my post,if u r not them den dun act as them and create the so-called their names..hiazz..creepy tot..now make me very blur..cz i dunno who am i toking to and is the person i am toking to realli is them..the funniest thing is i found one tat has both yamada and chinen name together*i research it*....and he tell me it real..and best thing the name is in chinese so at first i tot he was yamada..but i could'nt confirm so i ask him if he was_______(the chinese name of his profile)he tell me yes and he was asking why everione asking him this qn..of course we will ask..so many ppl with the same name..the unique thing is he have yamada and chinen name inside..so i ask at the next post which one of the name belong to him..haha..the most surpise thing is replies are given in english..puzzling tot..will post his reply here if he reply me tat is ofc..

i keep on recieve information of camp and more camps..from YOG,sport leader and oso even class camp..and guess wat?the date is so near to each other..i guess i will pick which to go ba..but class is compulsary ma..so dun wan oso no use..

it drama time!!!ya today drama king was up to his drama-ing again..wat rong with him?serve him rite..kianyong accidentally bump into him and drama king broke his spec..he was damm unhappi and was throwing temp..how old is him??he diao kian yong and was seen by me..everi lesson he tell teacher say he cannt c..den hv bio test..he tell bio teacher say he cannt c the paper..i tink it juz a excuse to not take paper ba..but bio teacher call him to do still..wat can i say at this moment???HA!IN UR FACE!

start of sch

well sch reopen..duh..new term..more deaf i get..mr seet tok tok tok tok tok as usual..no diff from him everiterm for my 3 years in sch..aneway a storey told by him again..today 2 free period cz bio cher nv come..today chi cher nv come but hv relief teacher..hiazz..lots of thing to do..exam coming like on 24 april which is like so amazing fast..dunno who tell me left 3 weeks..time to buck up my physic and my chem and my chi(it dropingT.T)..haha..changing seat soon..today did change but lots of ppl dun like so teacher change back..like duh..with clement woot in class wat can turn out rite??tat drama king suppose to seat like beside me for the new arrangement..bloody suey..den he complain and complain when he noe..z he wanna sit in front..wat the hell prom with him???like we wanna sit with him..me and may was like..shit drama king siting beside us..funny thing is tat he trying to voice out he dun wanna sit there to ms lin..ms lin say beside clement who dun like..haha..he's been ignore by ms lin..pathetic sia..but bcz lots of ppl dunn like so new arrangement..yeah!!!!..juz hope tat i sit with mood god..mood god mus bless me hor!..haha..aneway today no time to post new song or sth..buzz gal k..

siaokia

today i shall say tat i realli damm siao over hey say jump..of course siao to some point whereby it my limit..haha..i created more pic on them via photshop..haha..haha..nth to do..i guess i finish lots of their show liao..include their variety show..omg!!!lol..so cute la chinen & yamada:)..i prefer pic one..lol..but aneway i onli took me 15 min to do finish but 1 hr to tink of wat to use for it..haha..too many thier pic liao..

done my hw liao:)ex for bio shall do it ltr..haha..my hw like SS and Geog with moony:)..so i guess i dun hv to do them*like duh*..lol..

pic1

pic 2

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song-hey say jump

Yamada Ryosuke-Perfume

Gogo no rouka de mitsuketa kaori amaku kiken na yokan
Kedarui MOOD wa byousatsusare shoudou ga tachiagatta

Surechigai zama kimi no jouhou o kono me wa kioku suru
Kami no naga sa hitomi no mabushi sa mune no togatta LINE

Zanzou wa azayaka na hodo ni tsukamenai modokashii
Kimi no nokoshita PERFUME no kaori ga boku o kuruwasu

No no no no
Kanjitai ne

Amaku amaku yabai kimi no kanji
Musekaeru kaori ni yudanette mitai

Fukaku fukaku kimi to shiriaitai
Sukoshi zutsu chikaduku hikari to kage

Kanjitai ne

Amaku amaku yabai kimi wo motto
Oshiete hoshii no sa donna kisu ga suki

Atsuku atsuku kimi to kawashitai
Dou sureba ii ka wa wakatteru kara

Itsuka te ni iretai
I wanna feel the love

siaofans?

wat rong with fans??wth sia..poor hey say jump..kina stalk stalk until liddat..yamada hse hving a Vcam install by some siao fan..wat rong with the fan?siao until liddat..they hv they own personal life sia..hiazz..ppl nowadays..me and june like damm angry la..aiyoyoyoyo..

aneway jiayou hey say jump!dun disband sia..u still hv some fans of the right mind..hiazz..poor ting tot..aneway i design one photo of them thinking to use it as blogskin..but no one help me convert to blogskin html..haha..waste my time but i will post it here..

my holiday

yea!course over..tot i dunno how it ended but yes it juz ended like tat..lol..haha..but of course it not offically end still hv project..and if possible might get selected to be photographer for YOG..i hope tat i can be one of them..have privillage to go near those ppl..haha..

spending my days over the holiday watching hey sy jump..chinen yuuri and yamada ryosuke is so cute..*i cannt deny*lol..aneway i hven touch on my holiday homework yet..haha..u wun c me online tmr unless i complete my holi hw..shall sepnd the whole day tmr doing holi hw..yes and how time pass so quick..sch gona start soon..

chinen yuuri

chinen yuuri

yamada ryosuke

Hey!Say!JUMP!

song-hey say jump

Hey!Say!JUMP!-your seed(kanji)

Believe yourself You can get it on [Yamada Ryosuke]
Believe yourself You can make it up [Nakajima Yuto and Okamoto Keito]
Believe yourself 信じるんだ [Chinen Yuri and Morimoto Ryutaro]
Believe yourself 自分自身

Believe yourself You can get it on [Takaki Yuya]
Believe yourself You can make it up [Inoo Kei and Arioka Daiki]
Believe yourself 信じるんだ [Yabu Kota and Yaotome Hikaru]
Believe yourself 最後まで [Yabu Kota]

曖昧な情報より自分信じてみればいいんじゃない (oh yeah) [Yamada Ryosuke and Takaki Yuya]
本当にやりたいことから君は逃げてるんじゃない？ (oh yeah) [Yamada Ryosuke and Takaki Yuya]

人生なんて言えば胸に重く響くけど
好きなもの好きといえる勇気だけは
手放したらダメだよ

あきらめない　君がいれば
どんな時もチャンスはある
ものがたりは終わらない
Never Ending Story　夢は続いてく
Never Ending Story　夢は続いてく

Believe yourself You can get it on
Believe yourself You can make it up
Believe yourself 信じるんだ
Believe yourself 自分自身

Believe yourself You can get it on
Believe yourself You can make it up
Believe yourself 信じるんだ
Believe yourself 最後まで

冷静な態度よりもっと乱れてみてもいいじゃない (oh yeah) [Nakajima Yuto and Yamada Ryosuke]慎重に生きても心は刺激求めてるんじゃない？ (oh yeah) [Arioka Daiki and Takaki Yuya]
永遠なんていうと急に遠く見えるけど
幸せは何かを追う道があれば
感じられるものだよ

ここではない　そこへ行けば
ここにはない　何かがある
君が君を　信じたら
Never Ending Story　夢は続いてく

あきらめない　君がいればど
んな時もチャンスはある
ものがたりは終わらない
Never Ending Story　夢は続いてく
Never Ending Story　夢は続いてく

Believe yourself You can get it on
Believe yourself You can make it up
Believe yourself 信じるんだ
Believe yourself 自分自身

Believe yourself You can get it on
Believe yourself You can make it up
Believe yourself 信じるんだ
Believe yourself 最後まで

song-hey say jump

Hey Say Jump-Dreams Come True

Yume mimashou, suteki na koto
Yume mimashou, itsumademo
Yume mimashou, yume no you na
Yume wo mimashou

Doko e kimi wa mukatte iku no
Tooi mirai e hanashikakeyou
Kimi to iru dake de itsudemo
Tsuyoku irareru kara (itsumademo)

Yume mimashou, suteki na koto
Yume mimashou, itsumademo
Yume mimashou, yume no you na
Yume wo mimashou

Donna asu ga kuru toshitemo
Egaku jounetsu kaerarenai
Kimi no egao de itsudemo
Yuuki ni kawatte iku (itsudemo)

Bokutachi ga miru yume ni wa
Shiawase ga kakureteru
Yorokobi to egao daite
Mae ni susumou

Ohh.. Yeah.. Wooh..

Te wo nobashite goran
Kitto koko ni iru kara
Kowa ga ranai de
Daremo minna hitori janai
Wooh..

Yume mimashou
(reach for the sky)
Yume mimashou
(reach for your dream)
Yume mimashou
(let's take it to the sky)
Yume wo mimashou
(we can do it, we can do it, we can dream)
Yume mimashou, suteki na koto
(reach for the sky)

Yume mimashou, itsumademo
(reach for your dream)
Yume mimashou, yume no you na
(let's take it to the sky)
Yume wo mimashou
(we can do it, we can do it, we can dream)

We can dream

Kokoro hirogete

report slip..

great..*rolls eye..got back my result slip today..haha..got 5As 1Bs 2Cs..sian man..hiazz..aneway..today quite sian sia..the bloody fan still spoil..den today no cca but i still need to stay back for the admin for the course from cca..wait for vincent wan to die..but aneway thz to him cz the wire cannt work and he lend me his personal card reader..may moon god spoon god to bless me tat i wun damage anething tat i borrow from sch and oso to the other gal who is going for the course..and the junior tat r going for the video course..haha..

spend my whole day watching finish the show by yamada ryosuke..Furuhata Chugakusei...lol..aneway..i would be oversea tmr and the day after..and hv to rush back to singapore for course..damm pathetic..but photography course sia..haha..

aneway this sunday is Zero2Heros final competition..may god bless qilin hanqi and jonas band to get first..aneway good luck to them..i wun be attendting T.T..haha..aneway..june going..hv her blessing veri enough liao..lol..

song-hey say jump

hey say jump-ultra music power

lalalalalalalalalala
lalalalala

J johnny's
U ultra
M music
P power

J join together
U universe
M music
P and peace

yorokobi kanashimiuke
irete ikiru
ari no mama tachi mukae
itami kanjite mo

dare demo minna ga
kodoku na zenshi
kagiri aru kono toki wo
kimi ni kiseki ima todoketai

jumping to my dream
setsunai kono kokoro de
fighting for my dream
taiyou dakishimete

shinjite irunda (aoi aoi chikyuu no tame sou mina no tame)
akiramenai n da (ookina kiseki okoseru ima kosou bokura tachi ue garou)
hitori janai sa (sono ai de mirai wo J.U.M.P J.U.M.P JUMP!)

lalalalalala
higashii no sora e to
lalalalalala
ashita wo tsuka mae ni iku no sa
kaze wo kire
we can try fly high

johnny's
ultra
music
power

J.U.M.P
jump!

dare ka ga yobu koe
kikoeru kodou sa
hatenai chikara motte
kimi no yuuki ima tabezu no sa

jumping to my heart
mabushii kono kokoro de
fighting for my hearth
ikari wo dakishimete

shinjite irun da
akiramenai n da
hitori ja nai sa

lalalalalalaake
yuku sora e to
lalalalalala
mirai wo tsuka mae ni yuku no sa
lalalalalala
higashi no sora e to
lalalalalala
ashita wo tsuka mae ni yuku no sa

kaze wo kire
we can try fly high

J johnny's
U ultra
M music
power

warm!!!

argh..bloody fan in class still spoil..damm warm ar..wth..aneway today rush back home to go tuition..all the way to orchard sia..den come back by mrt lrt..lrt tat time i saw tan teng yew..lol..damm no life la him..i tok to him like onli hi and bye nia..wth..lol..yeappy!!!tmr no cca..it cancelled:)

song-hey say jump

hey say jump-your seed

Believe yourself you can get it on
Believe yourself you can make it up
Believe yourself shinjirun da
Believe yourself jibun jishin

Believe yourself you can get it on
Believe yourself you can make it up
Believe yourself shinjirun da
Believe yourself saigo made

Aimai na uwasa yori jibun
Shinjite mireba ii ja nai
Hontou ni yaritai koto kara
Kimi wa nigeterun ja nai?

Jinsei nante ieba
Mune ni omoku hibiku kedo
Suki na mono suki to ieru
Yuuki dake wa tebanashitara dame dayo

Akiramenai kimi ga ireba
Donna toki mo CHANCE wa aru
Monogatari wa owaranai
Never ending story yume wa tsuzuiteku
Never ending story yume wa tsuzuiteku

Believe yourself you can get it on
Believe yourself you can make it up
Believe yourself shinjirun da
Believe yourself jibun jishin

Believe yourself you can get it on
Believe yourself you can make it up
Believe yourself shinjirun da
Believe yourself saigo made

Reisei na taido yori motto
Midarete mitemo ii ja nai
Shinchou ni ikite mo kokoro wa
Shigeki motometerun ja nai?

Eien nante iuto
Kyuu ni tooku mieru kedo
Shiawase wa nanika wo ou
Michi ga areba kanjirareru mono dayo

Koko de wa nai soko e yukeba
Koko ni wa nai nanika ga aru
Kimi ga kimi wo shinjitara
Never ending story yume wa tsuzuiteku

Akiramenai kimi ga ireba
Donna toki mo CHANCE wa aru
Monogatari wa owaranai
Never ending story yume wa tsuzuiteku
Never ending story yume wa tsuzuiteku

Believe yourself you can get it on
Believe yourself you can make it up
Believe yourself shinjirun da
Believe yourself jibun jishin

Believe yourself you can get it on
Believe yourself you can make it up
Believe yourself shinjirun da
Believe yourself saigo made

ouch!!!!

hates today..wth..how old are they liao?one chairman of infocomm the other one sec 2..play play play..kick my chair make me fall..tat fall was damm bad..thz to them..my hip bone on both side is spain..hear it..it both side u noe!!!!!!wtf..damm pain..aneway..today cca of infocomm mr rudie toking abt the photoshot of the cca..and guess wat..he call me to do..and wat june say..sure boi??..wth..like my camera skills cannt make it like tat..*rolls eyes*

today nth much happen in class..juz abit craze ..keep on shouting hey say jump den those ppl from 2a of 2008 damm irritated by me keep on diao me..like i give a damm..the bloody fan is spoil..and ms lin took two days juz to fill a form on the spoiling of fan..bloody warm in class..and the electrical fan i brought is like no wind like tat..cz no electricity liao..ya..tmr mus pass up compo to mrs ang..and the topic is like so dead dunno wat to rite..

Hey Say JUMP!!!!!!!!ya..i manage to watch finish their concert debut at tokyo dome..whoots!!!!so shuai lor..chinen yuuri..guess wat i found out..yamada ryosuke sweats alot..by the end his hair like veri wet lor..poor ting..but i hope they jiayou..mayb one day they will come to singapore??aneway i added more songs from them into my blog playlist..it nice so hear it..it the first four song..may add more..

Hey!Say!JUMP

chinen yuuri!!!!!
woots..i m in love with hey say jump!!!!!!!!!!!chinen yuuri!!!!!!!!!!!!...lol..so kawaii..btw i change my blogskin to hey say jump..with yurri chinen inside..aneway..still emoing over my result..n my "mum" is like so heartless..suppose to cry she laugh over my result..-.-..wth..

song-hey say jump

hey say jump-mayonaka no shadowboy

kocchi muite yo CHERRII
socchi jaa nai CHERRII
itsudemo negai wa todokanai

acchi kocchi ni CHERRII
docchi tsukazu CHERRII
namae wo yobarete yuremadou

mayonaka no KAUBOOI ni natte
kimi wo kimi wo ubaitai
sono egao mamoru tame ni
inochi kakete mo kamawanai

suki nanda CHERRII
uso ja nai CHERRII
omoi wa tsunotteiku bakari

chotto kite yo CHERRII
matteru kara CHERRII
tsurun to shiteiru sono suhada

iya da yo furasetari
mujaki ni hito ni kobicha
amakute suppai toko
nokoshite oite (SHADOU)

mayonaka no KAUBOOI ni natte
kimi ni kimi ni tsutaetai

moji kimi ga nozomu no nara
donna basho e mo tsureteiku

kocchi muite yo CHERRY
socchi jaa nai CHERRY
itsudemo negai wa todokanai

acchi kocchi ni CHERRII
docchi tsukazu CHERRII
namae wo yobarete yuremadou

dame da yo yasuuri shicha
jirashite shoubu shinakya
marukute makka na hoho
mottainai yo (SHADOU)

mayonaka no KAUBOOI ni natte
kimi wo kimi wo ubaitai
sono egao mamoru tame ni
inochi kakete mo kamawanai

mayonaka no KAUBOOI ni natte
kimi wo kimi wo ubaitai
sono egao mamoru tame ni
inochi kakete mo kamawanai

kizutsukezu ni aishitai
kizutsukezu ni aishitai

today hates

hiazz..got back most of my result..it is bloody hell bullshit..haha..aneway manage to did quite well for ss which was a great surpise to me..haha..yup..my bloody 2 sci did not did as i expected..well..guess i work harder the next one..aneway..today cca was like crap..nothing much to do..the onli was tat we were release earlier..lol..hiazz..den sat a taxi home with jas and weili..wat more bullshit den clement woot who got A2 for physic crying??wtf la..drama king sia he..nth to say..A2 cry cry cry..wat lau..cb gl sia he..wtf..

over finally

exams are fiannaly over:)^^V..muakaka..scary part are here..to take back results..i hate it man..hiazz..i tink i screw up last week exams..this week one i veri confident besides physics..haha..sux in it..aneway..added new song..萧敬腾-给爱人..my idol..

萧敬腾-给爱人

萧敬腾-给爱人

俯瞰城市的灯火　我仿佛看到你招手
穿我爱的紫色　微笑在等我
走过异乡灰潽潽的楼　那陌生言语的问候
总想为你背诵　让你也感受
选择不对你说　默默努力　实现你的梦
因为你总能懂　我在笑什么
飞过大片海洋　我会找到你说的地方
努力寻找那道　无暇的阳光

或许我有点无聊　常希望我们快点老
步履蹒跚的脚　再也不逃跑
世界只会越来越渺小　只剩下我们紧紧的依靠
我的故事　傍晚聊到大清早


选择不对我说　但我明了　你对我的好
爱情安静却有　强烈的讯号
我的短暂流浪　你是支撑孤单的信仰
你总微笑随我的疯狂　红着眼眶敷着我的伤
静静等在远方　细数着星荒

夜未央　我就要等到　那一道光
不对你说　默默努力　实现你的梦
因为只有你懂　我在笑什么
飞过大片海洋　我正站在你说的地方
打包余生的行囊　等你停在我肩上
和我住在那道　无暇的阳光
陪着我

common test

it finally here..the common test..sort of dun tink i did well for eng and ss and geog..haha..idk but juz hv a feeling..but aneway will gambatte!!!..jiayou!!!aja aja fighting!!aneway i add two need song to my blog..

月光下 - 黄启铭

月光下 - 黄启铭
词曲：刘永辉

无言以对 如果会后悔
就该学会 在爱的时候用智慧
盖一座堡垒 收藏你的美

一进一退 流过的眼泪
不算白费 谎言和是非
有点累 心痛着在回味

月光下我们走过的那条街
当时的手还牵得那么直接 .
是你不再留恋 还是美好终究善变

月光下回忆在我身边穿越
你会不会还残留着那感觉
熟悉的体温 留下的指纹 别过问

一进一退 流过的眼泪
不算白费 谎言和是非
有点累 心痛着在回味

月光下我们走过的那条街
当时的手还牵得那么直接 .
是你不再留恋 还是美好终究善变

月光下回忆在我身边穿越
你会不会还残留着那感觉
熟悉的体温 留下的指纹 别过问

那天凝视着你的双眼
不说一句的吻你的脸 喔～
谁的出现 打断了永远

月光下我们走过的那条街
当时的手还牵得那么直接 .
是你不再留恋 还是美好终究善变

月光下回忆在我身边穿越
你会不会还残留着那感觉
熟悉的体温 留下的指纹 别过问
熟悉的体温 留下的指纹 别过问~~

神木与瞳 - 草戒指

神木与瞳 - 草戒指

F: 再见说在额头
原来泪也会痛
倒流心中
怎麼麻醉也没用

M: 深呼吸一分鐘
爱突然的词穷
你狠狠甩开我
沉默的手
彷彿就剧终

M: 草戒指在手中
F: 像句点的沉默

M: woo..明天
F: 以后

B: 爱变成了问候

F: 爱不爱都痛
M: 我以為我懂

F: 最后你要自由
M: woo..

B: 忘了温柔要套在手中

M: 到最后
F: 该不该回头

M: 如果我开口
F: 爱继续往前走

M: woo..

B: 幸福听著分开的藉口

F: 再见说在额头
原来泪也会痛
倒流心中
怎麼麻醉也没用

M: 深呼吸一分鐘
爱突然的词穷
你狠狠甩开我
沉默的手彷彿就剧终

M: 草戒指在手中
F: 像句点的沉默

M: woo.. 明天
F: 以后

B: 爱变成了问候

F: 爱不爱都痛
M: 我以為我懂

F: 最后你要自由
M: woo..

B: 忘了温柔要套在手中

M: 到最后
F: 该不该回头

M: 如果我开口
F: 爱继续往前走

M: woo..

B: 幸福听著分开的藉口

M: woo~
F: ha~

F: 爱不爱都痛
M: 我以為我懂

F: 最后你要自由
M: woo..

B: 忘了温柔要套在手中

M: 到最后

F: 该不该回头
M: 如果我开口

F: 爱继续往前走
M: woo..

B: 幸福听著分开的藉口
草戒指套在谁的手中

quiz

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Death
Disappointment
Where Your life is Going
Looked down on
Commitment
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bully me somemore ar!!!

dun like kok foo liao..tat stupid lemon..keep on suan me..wat lau..i nv scold him back i not call jorel tay...wth..piss me off sia..asshole..u so smart den dun come to wsss la..wth..smarter den me my ass la..wth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!dun like him liao...angry!!!!!!!!!!!

shit..today unlucky day..

wth!!!!today come back from orchard (parkmall) wanna sit bus 190 cz need to go plaza den it nearer cz bus 700 put down at bus terminal..(actually no diff)..den i see bus 106 as bus 190..i sit all the way until holland V den reallise tat the road hv problem..(not the road hv problem is me hv problem-.-)..alight tat time i realise sat rong bus..shit!!!i alighted at singapore youth flying club..wth-.-..den lucky the bus stop hv bus 75..if not confirm tell u ar..i lose my way ..i nv bring phone somemore...wth..my reputation of the day..next time die oso need to bring my phone!

下雨天

下雨天 by laura(nan quan mama)

下雨天了怎麼辦 我好想你
我不敢打給你 我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟
悉沈默的場景 做你的代替
陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰愛上
你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚
一個人好累

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實 沒有我你分不出那些
差別 結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過
別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

期待讓人越來越疲憊
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚
一個人好累

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實 沒有我你分不出那些
差別 結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過 別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜
怎樣的我能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能夠有你的體貼

其實 沒有我你分不出那些
差別 結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過 別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉

nv to forget

i juz cannt forgot 你始终还是连一个道别也不肯对我说,171108我与你的道别之日❤™©091109我又遇见你,就如那是又是差肩而过..™©..so i guess i am back to normal???lol..still have new one..

想念是会呼吸的痛,它活在我身上所有角落,哼你爱的歌会痛,看你的信会痛连沉默也痛,遗憾是会呼吸的痛,它流在血液中来回滚动,后悔不贴心会痛,恨不懂你会痛,想见不能见最痛...

song of this moment
歌手：梁静茹 专辑：崇拜
在东京铁塔第一次眺望看
灯火模仿坠落的星光
我终於到达但却更悲伤
一个人完成我们的梦想

你总说时间还很多
你可以等我
以前我不懂得
未必明天就有以后

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛想
见不能见最痛

没看你脸上张扬过哀伤
那是种多么寂寞的倔强
你拆了城墙让我去流浪
在原地等我把自己捆绑

你没说你也会软弱
需要依赖我
我就装不晓得
自由移动自我地过

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

lol..i guess i still wan to be back to happysiao kia..lol..aneway tmr hv cca..busy busy time..lol..woos??!!???i forgot to research abt the thing needed tmr..anyway..tata..

posting-examination

i will try to post when ever i can..but exams coming..haha..so try my best lor..
你始终还是连一个道别也不肯对我说,171108我与你的道别之日❤™©091109我又遇见你,就如那是又是差肩而过..
this will be one that i shall forget from today:)..starting afresh new page:)..

msn and tired

hihi..i tok with alex yesterday night until very late (12.30)he look different in his dis pic..abit shocked..it like two different person..even yan ling says so ..add yanling to tok with us..lol..today tok to jimmy and jeffrey..lol..hong kong frienz of mine..

today went to orchad for tuition..den go cafe cartel eat with june..den we sot go walk from plaza singapura to far east..(sot sia)..lol..den on the way saw anithe..i nv spot her sia..mus blame on her height n no sense of presense..lol...anyway nth much la..

hongkong's exchange students

jeffry,alex,kok foo and ???

group photo:)

ya..the pic i forgot..tat alex..-.-

a banner i make for memory

i make more frienz:)..from hong kong..so funny sia..mr rudie help me take one student with me and ii dunno who he is..guess wat i found out..it was actually the guy i paparazzi sia..wth..c alex u hv less presence sia..lol..cannt rmb taking photo with u sia..lol..

in cca

currently in cca..it feels werid without ms anitha*mr rudie insit on us on putting a miss in front..lol..anything nth much..juz want to say..max dun look lyk ya lun..stop insulting yalun..he's mine and dun steal his code of 007!!!!!

*story will be upload if i have time meanwhile juz enjoy the codes..buzzy me hmm??

code of the week
Because the one I love might have forgot me, and I don't love the one who loves me.I miss someone that dont miss me,and the one who miss me i dont miss.

change of blogkin

whoots i change my blogskin to yan ya lun..my idol..so shuai lor..i like..lol..june c the moon kept on say not nice..where got..-.-..wth..i lyk can liao..-.-..currently down with flu..recovering liao i tink..today no cca..lol..i created blog at weebly for my hw at inforccomm..sorry tat i nv go but i was realli sick..i come back is go sleep one..serious..u guys dun believe me i heart break..lol..T.T..it will be a new month soon a new story will be put up..lol..today mr poon birthday..HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ...lol..

anitha's departure from wsss

anitha is gone for good from wsss..*unless she come back*..hiazz..i miss here..i took many pictures..but guys go grab it at facebook i lazz to upload..but i will upload some here tat i tink is nice..

my kor and i:)..

group photo..say cheese:)

teachers and student:)w/o meT.T..

taken by vincent,students onli!!!wats anitha doing there?

"family" pic pic..for the last time..

ANITHA,

even tot u r not with us,u will always "live" in our heart..no matter where you go,dun forget there is a group of siaokia waiting and supporting u at wsss:)..jiayou for wateva u do:)..

your "daughter",

jorel:)

CREDITS

PHOTOS--->mr vincent and me!

MODELS--->teacher and students

SPECIAL THANKS--->mr rudie and miss anitha:)

SORRY...

刘力扬 - 拍写
作词：颜玺轩
作曲：Jerry
专辑：我就是这样

雨过后的天晴 洒向了绿荫
我们跨上机车 穿梭台北旅行
一O一和白云 暧昧着亲近
听威风的声音 指尖想弹钢琴
聊得来的原因 你也说不清
夜色主动降临 理智开始微醺
摩天轮很煽情 滚动着星星
你的吻不小心 把友情变爱情
谁知道未来会是怎样的风景
原谅我贪心 让你也无法清醒
拍写 爱没准备好
迎接你温柔的拥抱
还隐隐作痛的一颗心
提醒我爱是毒药
拍写 我也很困扰
虽然喜欢你的微笑
可我害怕付出了真心
却什么都得不到
渔人码头烟火 水面上开心
水底暗藏伤心 不想对外说明
朋友不必分手 恋人不一定
其实我很害怕 灿烂又得清醒
刚看的电影 结局很抒情
连路灯都相信 真爱总会来临
但是我想电影 毕竟是电影
亲爱的有些事 我还不能答应
谁知道未来会是怎样的风景
原谅我贪心 让你也无法清醒
拍写 爱没准备好
迎接你温柔的拥抱
还隐隐作痛的一颗心
提醒我爱是毒药
拍写 我也很困扰
虽然喜欢你的微笑
可我害怕付出了真心
却什么都得不到
拍写 爱还没有准备好
暂时无法来迎接你温柔的拥抱
拍写 我自己也很困扰
虽然很喜欢你天真灿烂的微笑
拍写 爱没准备好
迎接你温柔的拥抱
还隐隐作痛的一颗心
提醒我爱是毒药
拍写 我也很困扰
虽然喜欢你的微笑
可我害怕付出了真心
却什么都得不到

sorry i guess things are'nt meant to be like that:)

a week of pain

this week..i wan to scold ppl..ASSHOLE KELVIN..!!!!thz to him my hip bone actually want to recover one..now become painer..HELP!!!two days le..still so pain...0.o..hiazz..so many hw..T.T..so busy..yet i still one another cca..crazy rite..haha..

CCA DAY

hihi..in school now posting..i m banned from the hse com now..today is cca day..was veri crazy in shouting join FMU!!!haha..usual me..kenneth was injure somehow..i dunno wat happen but all his hand was blood his clothes oso..haha..sian..btw..i saw tat person i dun wan to c in sch..great..0.o*rolls eye..



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*saved on 09/01/09
*posted on 11/01/09

happy burfdae to kelvin:)

HAPPY BURFDAE TO KELVIN KOIKE!!!
haha..wanted to prank call him on 12 midnight to wish him happy burfdae cz 4 jan his burfdae...guess he is smart ..he off his phone even b4 6.00pm...haha..

NEW CLASS,NEW YEAR
morning tat time mr seet tok tok tok tok..but this year quite good liao..he tok for one n half hour..last year about 3 hours..haha..den he say story to us as always..new year ma..been to a new class..with the form teacher of ms lin & ms i forgot...haha..great..ms lin is my CCA teacher..how worse this new class can be..worse..i dun even noe my index number..great..last period maths..mr kok*i tink shld be like tat spell he wanted to appoint e-maths rep..call for 21 but she was at orientation..in the end call 19..everione was like who is she..great..was me...T.T...wth...den cca tat time ms lin come to me say "i found out tat u n june keep on talk and gigling aways sia"...greato.0..*rolls eyes..

STORY OF THE MONTH
A boy has very bad temper,so his father give him a bag of nails and called him whenever he had a fight with someone or he scold someone,nail a nail on the fence.So as time goes by,the fence has many nails.The boy found out that controlling his temper was much more easier than to hammer a nail onto the fence.One day,he went to his father and told him he need not need the bag of nails anymore.The father said to him whenever he manage to control his temper,pulled a nail out of the fence.After 5 days,the boy manage to pull out all the nails.The father brought the boy in front of the fence and said"look at the fence..it will never be the same anymore..it is now full of holes.."

MORALE OF STORY
YOU may hurt someone without realising it but when you found out,it is probably too late to do anything to undo what you have did,for the wound will always be there.

new year

happy new year:)..change my blogskin again with song:)..everione is gona bid goodbye to this year..

wat i learn from this year
trust is easily breakable.
friendship is fragile.
learn to cherish one another before u lose them by tat time it too late.
learn to see ppl.

lets countdown to a new year:)